Beware of the BabyRuth Bars Staring at you!!!!

:eek:I feel so guilty I was standing in line to get medications at the pharmacy and what does Safeway place right next to the phramacy a candy display. I actually stood there having again a mental fight with my " I want it it tastes so good voice ." and than my reasonable voice telling me you do not need that let it pass , find your SURGARLESS TRIDENT and stopp staring at it . Well the want side won and I actually found my self feeling like I had to hurry up eat the chocolate and don't let anyone see me doing it . I actually opened the candy wrapper still standing in the line and the need to hurry up and take a bit was unreal. This was my first time having any candy like this since Dec 25th . I continue to find myself struggling to eat 5 oz of food in a 20min spand according to what the doctor said. Seriously I sit there and wonder how much smaller can I cut the food up and oh yeah chew chew chew .He also states I need to wait for my first fill and possible next visit I will get it . I do realize that I am making progress by actually thinking about what I am putting in my mouth were before it was a free for all " Lets Eat " . I have started walking which before Dec I would not even make it to the 3rd house down the street and I have made it around the block YEAH and actually got up at 4:30am yesterday walked and feeling better. I geuss I need to set the guility feelings free and realize that I will be human and I did not become this way over night and it will take me some time to changes those Want Voices v.s the DO U Really Need this voices become the winners in the long run. :thumbup: