Sharing my find

That's what I'm calling it.

I'm going to do the Lap Dance, I'm going to be Lap Dancing.

Still waiting to hear from the physician's office. I will call them once I get home. I may take tomorrow off.

I have an urgent urgency to get this done.

Last night I told my daughter. It was almost 3 AM, I couldn't sleep. My intention was to tell no one, just my husband. I stayed up because I am so excellerated in my hyper mental state that my normal LULL to bed is gone. She was up from coffee. We sometimes adjourn to a room by ourselves for lovely talks that can go on for several hours.

I hesitated in telling her. Because I have an absolute drive for no one to know (more on that later) I am fearful the secrecy will be compromised. But after assurances that she promises not to tell, I told her. I swore her to keep it a secret, to tell no one. She understood with almost no explanation necessary.

And so now I wait for the call. I wait for the OK, GO.

Waiting

you'd think but I know better