163lbs

Wow, I was reading my last blog and I guess life isn't too bad. I am still 163lbs. If I could just lose 10lbs, I can start fitting into all my jeans again.

The problem is, I've been smoking weed again. Talk about having multiple addictions. I'm addicted to anything that makes me feel good, without having to do any work at it.

The thing is, I can't even motivate myself to lose 10lbs. Can you believe that? I feel like I have nothing in me.

Since my last post, I got a fill. I think I might be too tight. I am totally not taking advantage of the situation, though. I am eating nothing but crap.

The only thing I feel good about, is that I haven't gained any additional weight since the last post. I feel like this is a self-fulfilling proficy. I am totally sabbatoging myself. Well, lets see how today goes...