Starting "Today" all over again - Wed 4/11/07

It is 9:02 and I have had one cup of coffee. I am deciding whether or not I am going to eat. One bowl of cereal or take a pill or a liquid shake. I love food and I need to learn how to eat food that matters. My throat is sore. I weight 212 pounds. Last night Steve said he wanted me to get checked and was happy that I found a DR in SB. He is the best husband. But what kind of wife am I if I can't attempt to get to my old self? I would have a hard time if I wasn't attracted to him - He must have a hard time if he is not attracted to me...it works both ways and I need to remember this. I know he won't say it but I am sure he thinks it. So here is to the first day of starting over. 215/212/155