This Is Hard

Ok, so I'm getting closer to the end of my second week and I'm still having trouble eating only 1/4 cup of cream of rice/pudding/yogurt @ night. It's getting ridiculous!

I've always been used to eating kinda all night (sugar-free popsicles since I started the program) until I went to bed. So, My head hunger is REALLY going at night. My mom wanted to know if it was like I had lost a friend. I told her a firm no because that was the truth. It's just this horrible need to eat too many carbs and get this satisfaction in my head.

My family is eating steak, mac and cheese, green beans, bread (BTW they are super skinny NOT fair) and I get a 1/4 cup of mush. I'm totally pouting at this point.

I'm also having diarhea, like a lot. So, I feel like I could become dehydrated.

And, now I sleep all the time. It sucks.