Not So Much About The Band More Of Just A Rant

You know I don't get people. How can you talk trash about someone and then expect them to be your friend? I have been nothing but nice to this person and have done everything I can to assist and help but in turn get treated like nothing. I don't get it. Some days I feel just alone. I try and come on here and other sites hoping to find and make friends with others but so far I must be doing something wrong. Things have changed. Oh well. I will continue on with my self change and writing. In other news fires are all over Colorado and the smoke is making alot of people sick. So far I am ok but I just know its going to hit like a ton of bricks and knock me down. I hope not tho because I don't want to use that as an excuse to slow me down. So far this week starting on Monday I have logged alittle over 6 miles and that is encourging. Today I am a bit sore from doing pilates. A good sore...anyway guess I am done for now...