First Fill, Car Ride and Crying.
By Tanya_cotto
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Had my first fill.
Basically, It sucked and then i cried!
I'm a chicken when it comes to needles, but generally I just look away and then i'm fine.
Not this time.
My surgeon couldn't find my port so he went in and out like 7 times,
with no numbing solution/shot/anything, so i felt everything.
Half way I started whimpering and tearing up.
They tried to give me 5cc, but when i drank water if felt like it wouldn't go down so I ended up with 3.5cc in my band to start.
I honestly think I made the surgeon and his assistant (both male) rather nervous with the tears!
Ha!
I was so emotionally drained by that point that as soon as i got to the car, i started to cry.
It doesn't help that I've had my period on and off for three weeks now.
Starting a few days post op I've been two days on, one off, than back again.
Sucko!
Afterwards I class, so i had to drive 10 miles from dr's office to class.
I was 1 hr late to a 3 hour class, but i had to leave early.
Just felt to worn out.
I wish i had had some warning that the first fill might suck!
At least it's over now!
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