So here's the scoop - this is me:

Here I am presenting myself to the world for all to see.

I'm sure that for those of us on here because we have had, will have or are contemplating having the surgery, you will know just what I mean feel. For others- they can only imagine.

-Looking in the mirror and wanting feel sexy but just can't quite figure out how you can be

-Wanting to do normal things like go for long walks, stroll on the beach in a swimsuit without the cover up just feeling free and uninhibited

-Being able to shop where you want because you have options

-Not questioning why you are eating, how much you are eating adn what someone else may think

The list can on but it needs to stop. I have to take control of how I feel. Feel about me. Feel about the future.

I had thought about having the surgery many times before and now I am going to go for it ! I'm just tire. Tired of it all. So a new me is on the way. Can't wait.