Today is my 'BIG DAY'

OK, so I think now I am excited again. This morning I was a little terrified and had a few tears but I have talked to my family and friends and I was reminded that this is what I have been fighting for. I can't get to the finish line and turn around and go back. I just wanna get it over with now. I am still a little freaked out about the tube down my throat but I know im gonna be ok. YEAH its finally here . Just waiting for my mother inlaw to come pick me up and I have so many butterflies. Wish me luck.