So... tomorrows my big day.....

I was really excited up until today. I don't know what happend I feel like I have been waiting on this surgery eve forever and now its hear and I am feeling a little ... I dont know... uncertin. I went to the surgeons office today and he was not very friendly... It made me think I didn't wanna do it, but I think I just got scared and was lookin' for a reason to not go through with it. Now I think my excitment is over and I am more aggravated than anything. My parents are coming to Florida on Friday and I haven't gotten everything I wanna get done done and I am affraid I am going to be out of commission and not able to get my spare room done before they get here.( actin' like I just found out im having surgery tomorrow) Hopefully Ill feel better tomorrow.