So near but yet so far!!!!!

I have got my date for my op 14th of Dec 2nd time round time to start my pre op next week for the 2nd time round. Which i can say im not looking forward to as i struggled through it but done it lost 28lbs but 3 days before my op i got told my op would have to be put on hold due to a abnormal heart beat and that id have to see a cardiologist, well thats all been cleared and my op seems like its just around the corner, but yet so long away if that makes any sense? I just hope everything will go smoothly this time round as it was so heart wrenching to be told i could have it when i was so close and after doing my 4weeks pre op diet. Well i have my fingers tightly crossed and am looking forward to the start of a long and happy future just in time for a new year :thumbup: