And the fight contiues

Well after the huge blow to my self esteem at my appt with my MD, I kind of just felt numb for awhile and pretty much didn't want to do anything but lay in bed. I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat, didn't feel like going to the gym. I just wanted it to be over. Unfortunately I have to keep living my life. So I feel that I'm ok with it now, went to the gym this a.m. and I'm under 220! Maybe I need to stress less about getting enough food to eat or if I'll lose the weight on time. 1 month today exactly, I will have my surgery. I'm a little bit fussed about it but mostly ok. I think I'm just not sure what to expect so I just want to get it over with quickly:eek:

Hang in there little lap buddy, It will be here before you know it. Stay connected. Best wishes. imaluckydog

it's all worth it......you'll be happy as a lark!!!! CONGRATS

One month to go - just start counting down the days. It'll be worth it.