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I pray you are not planning on doing what you just intend to do. Take a step back and think about it. Life is precious and God gave you life for reason. You have no right to kill the vessel your soul rests in every day. It is the biggest sin you can commit. I know it sounds harsh but there are ways to battle depression and loneliness. You just have to look for the resources.

I don't think there is one human being on this Earth that hasn't been in a dark place at some point in their life. There is hope. Don't give up on yourself so easily and look for it!

I will say a prayer for you. :hugs

Please get on your knees and pray! You are never alone!!

All I can do for you, friend, is pray. I'm surrounding you with God's love and hoping that you feel it.

You need to see someone asap...I urge you to go to your local hospital for help. I know things look dark tight now but the light is right around the corner. Have faith and pray. I will pray for you also. You are not alone!

Don't ever quit - take your life one minute at a time. Life can be very overwhelming as you know. Surviving this world is a huge accomplishment. Focus on the good things even if they are small. You are worth it even if you don't think so. I know words are just words and I don't know the details of what you have been through but I hope you can find the strength to hold on and focus on what is good in your life.

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You're not alone..we've got your back!

So today I got a package from my pen pal.... It was so thoughtful and beautiful and I got a chance to smile... I'm in so much darkness.. The surgery has worked well for me my numbers are great and I lost weight but my heart is still as broken as it has always been... Everyone I love is in the grave... I'm alone in the woods like a cub separated from his family.... I'm tired of being afraid.. So today I sat and thought of ways I could leave this earth with out putting my friends in a hardship.... I want them to be able to use my life insurance to have me cremated. Somehow I feel as is I'm worth more dead than alive... My back pain hasn't improved so I had to cut my days at the shop to one.... I'm so tired.....after all these yrs of fighting the depression and dealing with so much humiliation and hanging in there I have run out of reasons to continue.....I feel as if I have no other option and the thought of leaving hear is the only hope I have left... God forgive me....

Please please please call someone. Call 911, call 800-273-8255... Don't do this. When The Lord wants u he will bring u home. We all go through heart ache we all loose people its apart of life. Your love ones will be devastated if u harm yourself.

If you want to talk send me a message u can call me. Your life is precious, you are precious, your worth saving!!!

Thank you for thinking enough of me to write... Your thoughts and prayers are welcomed and appreciated..

Hi if you just want someone to talk with call me on Skype. I'm in Australia, but distance for friends is never a problem. My friends daughters father took his life last year, and she and the family, are still in tourmiol about it. I know you really don't want to die, just stop the pain your feeling. I have been in your place and deep down i didnt want to die just stopnthe pain i was feeling. Let us support you and help you thorough this. My Skype is renshiforex if you want to reach out. James

After surgery we loose a lot of fat. Hormones are in fat... They go all crazy after surgery. If you already suffered from depression it will sure as hell will hit you harder after. Seek help ASAP!!! Don't just pray. Get help please.

I want to tell you something... First you are a beautiful human being. The amazing thing about life is that it it has the ability to be anything. You may not realize it, but to someone you are their everything. Nothing positive comes from that. Believe me I understand your pain. I understand the hopeless feelings that make everything so dark but know that somewhere there is lift and life waiting to shine through... And that I may not know you,

But I love you!

IF U NEED A FRIEND OR JUST SOMEONE TO LISTEN ILL GV U MY CELL U CAN CALL ME

Please be brave. I'm glad you are being admitted. There are people out there who can help you ... You only need to ask. You have a purpose in this world. Be strong and don't give up ever!

I am bumping this.

I would love an update on you, Imani. Please, keep this thread alive and talk to us even if it's small chit-chat. Tell us how you are doing.

How was your day today?

ETA: I just noticed your update. Many prayers your way. Get well and keep us updated.

We got ya back girl <3

HW:358 DOS:338 CW:278 SD:1/28/13