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I am 5 weeks post op and am already feeling defeated. I just need to vent. So excuse the rant. I lost 18lbs in 3 weeks and have lost only 5 lbs in the last two. Then I get on the scale today and notice that I have gained 2lbs this week. I don't feel really restricted when I eat. I am almost jealous of the people that say they can't eat anything. I can eat a 3oz chicken breast very easily. I feel like I am also retaining a lot of water. My feet are swollen and I have no idea why. The psychological part of this whole process is the hardest. I feel like its a constant battle with my brain telling me i need too eat something and my body not really feeling hunger. Then there are days that I feel this crazy head hunger and I want to eat everything in sight even when I take anti-acid meds. This process has really tough and now I have learned that I am fat solely my fault. Breaking these mind games is so hard!!