Hi all. I just joined this site yesterday. Probably should have joined sooner. This is my first post. I'm scheduled for surgery, with Dr. Donald Hess at Boston Medical Center, in a little over 36 hours. It's been a 1 1/2 year journey to get from my first info session to this point. I've had lots of surgeries in the last few years - (double knee replacements, reconstruction on both thumb joints and - a prophylactic mastectomy - following successful surgery and treatment for breast cancer almost 18 years ago). This will be surgery number 7 in the last 4 years and I think this is the one, that has me the most anxious. Not necessarily the surgery, although that is kind of scary. It's more the aftermath and the changes that will follow - learning a new way of eating and living, sticking with it - and most anxiety provoking, the tremendous changes in my physical appearance that are to come. I'm even more anxious about the changes to my body, this surgery will bring, than I was about either of my mastectomies. Looking for prayers and healing vibes for a successful surgery, a smooth recovery, and most importantly, acceptance of the changes to my appearance and body image as I begin this new journey to a healthier me. This may be my first post, but I'm sure it won't be my last. Thanks for your support.

Hauntie

We are all behind you and wish you nothing but success. You will be in my prayers tonight.

I must say that this forum has been God sent. There are a lot people here that have undergone some of the same things that you have and have traveled down the same road that you are about to embark upon. These individuals will be able to offer you advice and support as you start your weight loss journey. I myself am awaiting surgery so I can relate to some of what you're feeling. I have to say that this is one of the scariest surgeries for me also. I wish you the best of luck and will continue to keep you in prayer. _/\_

Amen.. I was just sleeved today (Monday) and I was 100 percent better prepared because of the many awesome members on this board.