I started this list called 150 means... and I wanted to have 150 things/meanings to finally weighing 150 pounds (what would bring my bmi to normal for my height, that's actually the highest end of the scale haha)

So imagine my surprise when I actually sat down to write it and I can't come up with that many... I've been trying for a few weeks now. Here's what I have so far (yes this will be long) but does anyone else want to help me? I want to have something to look at when I'm feeling really discouraged... TIA!

1. 150 means feeling like me inside and outside.

2. 150 means healthy

3. 150 means liking to have my picture taken

4. 15o means within BMI range

5. means hiking in Moab

6. means swimming

7. means hiking timp cave

8. means hiking the Y

9. means possibly more babies

10. means RXing at CrossFit

11. means no swimsuit embarrassment

12. means being an example to my kids

13. means I feel sexy

14. means training for a marathon

15. means to run and not be weary (scripture)

16. means physical matching my personality

17. means new positions

18. means dh can pick me up

19. means playing with the kids

20. growing old

21. healthy blood pressure #s

22. liking the mirror at the hair salon

23. tagging myself on sibling pictures on fb

24. more than 1/2 my size

25. 1570 dollars (a bet with my dad)

26. great boobs

27. all 3 pieces of wedding ring fit

28. spanx in my size

27. off medications

28. living the word of wisdom

29. not standing out in the crowd

30. shorts

31. cute clothes

32. wearing the seatbelt in dh's truck

33. going to high school reunion

34. dirty dash

35. seeing old friends

36. seeing mission friends (they knew me when, I don't see them now, don't want peeps to know I'm fat)

37. I never gave up

38. riding disneyland rides

39. respect from the guys (I work at the PD, the cops tease me

40. smaller work uniform

41. new hairstyle?

42. camping comfortably

43. romantic get aways

44. proud to meet dh's coworkers

45. country dancing

46. airplane rides again

47. participating in life

48. winning a race, first in my age group

49. passing PT eval

50. rock climbing

51. wearing chokers again

52. no wearing a box (the way my fat makes me feel)

53. wear my i-kept-forever clothes

54. going to Lagoon again

55. throwing a 100 lb party

56. riding dad's motorcycle

57. climbing the backyard tree

58. tramp jumping with kids

59. being in the church choir

60. fitting in movie seats

61. fitting in play seats

62. cute maternity outfits (if I get pregnant ever again)

63. getting a second look for the right reason

64. motivating others

65. being an "after"

66. no more "butt front" (what kids call my front flappy thing)

67. making Jeff, Kenny, Jason proud (my trainers at CrossFit and BootCamp)

68. accomplishing a dream

I'm stuck now...

Oh my god! I thought you lived in my town, the trainers at my Crossfit are named Jeff and Jason! That was crazy.

#69. Wanting to be naked. (that's important to me. lol I love being naked, but only by myself, I always have to cover up in front of my boyfriend)

Wear a thong and look good! Lol

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Wer high heels

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not losing my breath when I go upstairs

losing my turkey neck (or extra chins)

feet no longer swelling in shoes

being able to cross my legs at the knee (if thats what you want to do)

getting out of Queen or 2x-3x pantyhose (people still wear those, right? ; ) )

not wearing old lady swimsuits (with the little skirt)

fitting in rides at the amusement park

my drivers license weight is closer to being true than ever before (lol)

I could do a cartwheel without fear of my arms snapping at the elbows

no more guilt trips at the doctor

• A new wardrobe
  
• Inspiring others
  
• sleeping well
  
• healthy relationship with food
  

not losing my breath when I go upstairs

losing my turkey neck (or extra chins)

feet no longer swelling in shoes

being able to cross my legs at the knee (if thats what you want to do)

getting out of Queen or 2x-3x pantyhose (people still wear those, right? ; ) )

not wearing old lady swimsuits (with the little skirt)

fitting in rides at the amusement park

my drivers license weight is closer to being true than ever before (lol)

I could do a cartwheel without fear of my arms snapping at the elbows

no more guilt trips at the doctor

I had to laugh - my driver license says 197 and even though I'm nearly 300 I refuse to up it and the lady laughed at me last time. I said to her "can't I lie about this one thing" and she kept it.

Sexy profile,catch my 3 yr old,see my va-j-j with out a mirror, :-) laying on my back naked with out choking on breasts or breast snuggling under armpits. ball with the dogs,hiking,sky diving,Water skies,

Horseback riding with out saying a prayer for the horse.going to the gym feeling confident,wearing sexy summer shorts/ clothes,paint my toenails comfortably,

I had to laugh - my driver license says 197 and even though I'm nearly 300 I refuse to up it and the lady laughed at me last time. I said to her "can't I lie about this one thing" and she kept it.

LoL, when I went to the DMV last the lady asked me if anything had changed and I said yes, my address, then she looked at me funny and said, "aaaanything else?" and I thought it was weird but I said, "Um, nope," she just shook her head and printed it up, when I got to my car and went to look at the picture again, i finally realized what she was trying to get at, my license said I was 150lbs.... that's how much I weighed when I was 15.

I love your list! I think it is a great idea!!! I plan on making one now. I also work in law enforcement and look forward to looking better in my uniform. Plus being able to crawl, squat, and climb through crime scenes easier is a plus!!!

150 is my ultimate goal and I would like for once to go to a freakin class reunion. I haven't been to any because I was so ashamed of being heavy.

I also want to order a sexy corset and matching underthings to wear. They do not make corsets in my size, I have already checked!

I love this topic, I have my own bucket list as well. I will share some with you guys.

-Find knee high boots that actually fit around my legs.

- buy clothes because I like them not simply because they have my size.

- be comfortable in heels

- wear short shorts or tight jeans

- dress up for Halloween

- do my own pedicures

- have more energy

- fit through a turnstile

- bathe myself with ease

- more self esteem

I never realized how much I took these things for granted when I was younger and thinner.

-Kelly