Want To Be Thin

Hey Zen how are you feeling now with another fill. I have decided I am not gonna get a fill right now. I have done the 5 day and that is what showed me that i had not hurt my band. I am 14.5 down since Jan 15th and I am gonna stay here and do it on my own without a fill. gonna try to hold off until i get back to my 217 weight again which I hope will be in april.

Fought for 2 wks now. 240, 236.5, 242, 240, today 238. Man this dang fat really loves me.

Thank you for your support. I would love to have a buddy to go on this journey with. I see you and I are both on here daily. Maybe we can set a time and chat on that chat thing.

If you want we can post to each other daily what we are eating.

Doing good down to 240. eating right saving money to go get another fill. yay baby.

I made it thru the weekend and i did not cheat. yeah i am so proud of myself.

I have been banded since June 07, went from 304 down to 217 first 2 years. maintained the 217 until April 10, and then I had 4 cc taken out and am back up. 2010 was a hard year. I back in the game now. Down 7 lbs since sunday and holding strong. It is so hard. I was afraid i had stretched my stomach. But, today proved me wrong. I am tight again. When I can get the extra $ i need a fill maybe 2cc.

okay so good so far. been good since sunday. down 7 lbs. i feel tight again. today at lunch i was only able to have 1/2 a piece of baked fish and about 4 bites of rice no drinking yeah.