MichB1

Sadly, sometimes your family, or members of your family just aren't good for you. You can keep loving them and wishing them well, but for your own mental and physical health, it's just not good for you to be around them or deal with them. Too bad Mom seems to want in on the drama, too. Sounds like they want you the way you were, to me. They probably got something out of you being unsuccessful. Sometimes, people (wrongly) think that they can't win unless someone else loses.

Thanks, Trish! I'm glad you're doing well. I'm very optimistic, too. My doctor doesn't have me on liquid yet -- I'm on a plan that imitates what I will have to do afterward, "normal" meals-wise, which makes sense. 25-29 grams lean protein, chew chew chew chew, veggies, fruit. And supplements, occasional meal replacements (I love the shakes -- Designer When, from Trader Joe's), and water. The only thing that's really hard is the CAFFEINE. I can't see giving it up! Diet Coke is a Food Group for me. Sigh. I am so ready though, and I feel good. I really appreciate your good words. Made all my initial screening exam appointments today -- EKG, bloodwork, x-ray, ultrasound, etc., followups. Feels strange to get going on this, but good. Best; Michelle

I just chose Realize over Lap Band, and I have my first appointment with the doctor on October 29. It feels unreal. Started my diet today, too. I just can't quit the caffeine, though. Agh.