TracyinKS

LOL! Laura! That is your preggo hormones talking! ROFL!

Skipping a few pages to say....... Robby's appointment went fine I guess........ she is a play therepist and thinks it would be beneficial to start regular appointments..... we haven't really gotten to talk one on one.. and she asked me to elaborate on the separation from his biological father and the adoption.. etc......... so I wrote a damn novel this morning and emailed it to her already.......... and it was the ABREVIATED version.. LOL He goes tonight for his MD apt. and then the first night of wrestling..... boy howdy I am taking my meds like clockwork, and I think they do make me sleepy..... I don't feel any different but this morning Charles pointed out that last night was THE FIRST TIME that I didn't cry while watching Extreme Home Makeover! LOL and he right....... it usually gets me! So maybe they are working!!!! Hell I dont know. Weight is still here...... blah 185 today

I am so sleepy!!!!!!!!!!

THANK GOODNESS OUR TERRY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, I'm now on Celexa(sp?) or the generic version.... its on the $4.00 list at Wallyworld so I got one month for .40 LOL, hows tHAT for a Happy Pill! I think it is making me nautious and sleepy, or else I'm just over thinking it like a do WITH EVERYTHING!!!! Robby has his first appointment later today... I have got to start acting like I'm on a diet and not like I have a too tight band......... instead of eating a few chips I can eat the whole basket, instead of eating one cracker, I can eat half a sleeve...... OK... it will get better.

Good morning....... I ate way to much yesterday..... Run down of other things: I'm seeing a doc today about happy pills Robby is seeing a counselor tomorrow about his behavior Charles and Cody are going scout camping this weekend Monday, Robby has dr appt for his behavior. Monday, after dr. he has his first wrestling meeting Tuesday @ 1 I have my mammogram Whew......... scale: 186.4 this morning OH and one of my Leather and Lace girlfriends sent me this gettup to lift my spirits about the mammogram, I had to model it for ya!

Should be A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My sister's goofy pic is my desktop and I swear I start snorting everytime I see it!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm getting ready to finish my 3rd glass (90 oz ) of water, and I have an appointment for my stress tomorrow @ 3pm Add to my earlier pie hole report 1 sf pudding

OK.. so I called my company EAP and they gave me a list of 4 people to call.......... one lady actually answered her own phone but then when it came to scheduling she kept saying.. "well, Im full, well, oh no that won't work....." until it was in to december and i just said...*nearly in tears* "oh well.. I don't really need this, lets forget it..." and hung up. Then I came here and laughed my ass off...... so then I called the next number, and again they are booked in to December.... so I just said that I would call the next number on the list.... and that person had voicemail, so I left my number. Yes, my sis would KICK MY ASS if she knew that I posted it!!!!!! This pic is what she really looks like... and that is my mom who is getting the band 12/11/08 in Denver

Thanks Tracy for the VM and Suzie for the Txt! So far today, Large glass of 2% milk Most of a pot of coffee w/sf creamer WC oatmeal with a bit of cream and water...... Just finished my 1st 30 oz's of ice water Getting ready for lunch....... Tomato Soup with a few multi grain crackers, and a wedge of cheddar cheese. (not exactly LC) My sister just booked her belated honeymoon in Hawaii for February, so she is serious about a diet right now.... and she just sent me a funny pic because she knows I'm having a rough time...... She is the heaviest I've ever seen her (except preggo) and OMG this pic is funny!!!!!!!!! Bad Tracy is getting ready to post it! I laughed so hard that I snorted and now it is my desktop!!!!! LOL

WELL OKEYDOKEY! GOOD CHOICES! YES MaaM! 184.2 today......... at least it wasn't higher.

ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so ready, you dont even know...... I am typing this tipsy and I am going to make a call tomorrow to see someone about my current coping mechanism.... about the stress in my marriage, the bills, my son, my job ... everything..... oh and the 4 pb cookies that I washed 2 drinks down with........ that I am not doing anyone any favors....... I actually called my mom, and I had my cell phone ready to call TracyK...... cause I know she will kick my ass with that tx drawl of hers...... LOL I just love my violets............ and now for the rest of BL

KAT YOUR BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! Judy I don't know where the email went..... CRAP! Tracy: LOL!!!!!!!!! Oh yes I do remember that... I also remember that BESIDES OUR JUDY....... we were a bunk of tipsy violets in the hot tub/pool........

Going to get my 3rd glass of water!@

NO go on the Columbia ... kid weekend for me. and you guys are so funny! thanks for the kudo's, but I AM getting fatter...... I've got to stop it NOW.... Tonya: I am the queen of PB (not the same as puking as you know) but I will tell you...... if I have anything in my tummy and then I pb on something stupid like bread..... it will come up ....... up from the BOTTOM part of my tummy and it HURTS LIKE THE DICKENS..... Thanks Trace........ I know you are right....... I've got to get on the scale tomorrow, and I've GOT to stay away from the crap. Do happy pills make you gain weight?

I am eating my wc oatmeal and I have filled my water glass for the first time today. I just took this in the bathroom, I feel like I'm getting fat again....... my face especially...... I might join ww or something..... oh and that is the soap dispenser NOT a toilet!

Thanks Jane and Tracy for the text yesterday.. I didn't get them until this morning because I had misplaced my charger.. but found it and wha-la this morning there they were. I sent a long email to I THOUGHT Judy... Michelle did you get it? (it was about Robby).. LOL I fried flour tortilla's last night and had mexican pizza for dinner......... and I did not PB! Charles bought me MilkNOG and so of course I had a huge ice filled glass of it...... I SUCK........... Back to my coffee this morning.

Tracy: you are cracking me up!!!!!!!!!!!! Laura: I never really felt Robby kick....... but in the last few months he would Roll...... and it was THE WIERDEST feeling! I am on my second glass of water.......... but sadly I did have a peanut cluster..... ok I had TWO! I have an appointment with DS, MD on Monday and the school psyc and I have been going back and forth via email all day. She is going to put together his latest IEP, and make some observations of impulsivity this week along with some other info from the Special Ed teacher .. a nice tidy little packet to give the doc...... I'm feeling a little better about it.

Well, I've mananged to make it through lunch... cottage cheese w/pepper a few more slices of cheddar. I'm full. LOL you guys crack me up!

I'm not going to even THERE Amanda........ Charles HATES MY BAND! He is jealous of it......... He says my ass is flat and that my hair cut looks like shit..... (I'm VENTING) I just called him to say that I made an appointment for Robby with his MD and he just wanted to get off the phone........ it is a good thing that there aren't BAD THINGS for me to eat right now.... OK. OK I need to calm down without food........ I did drink one pink glass of water (pink 30 oz glass) You will see a complete 180 on me, if he starts doing better in school..... I am pretty sure that I'm depressed/stressed...... I called my company EAP for Robby and the intake lady wants me to call back and make my own appointment..... LOL.. I am afraid to honestly........ If I start unloading EVERYTHING I may just end up divorced, and that is something I'm not prepared to deal with right now.......... Don't let me go MIA....... OK?

I JUST LOVE YOU GUYS... thanks.... I'm going to get WATER right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good morning girls........... I have not weighed in two days, but today I am trying to make good choices.... I ate a grilled cheese sandwich, AND thin crust pizza yesterday! DAMN........... oh and about 1/2 a tin of chocolate/caramel covered popcorn....... not a pretty day for me. Today, I've had coffee w/ sf creamer a few slices of cheddar cheese WC oatmeal made with cream and water (cutting down the carbs) I will be having cottage cheese for lunch SF pudding cup for snack (if needed) oh, and I'm going to make an appointment for Robby..... the special ed teacher says she is sure he had at least the HD part of ADHD......... we had a lonnnggggggg talk Friday pm..... Charles is not helping matters, making me feel like crap for even hinting at the need for meds.... he had me in tears Friday saying things ..like........ "Fine! Drug Him! Whatever, Dope him up!" I finally told him to shut up because I already was feeling guilty... My boss is gone this week so I have a super busy time ahead....... plus I am just at my wits end....... I am pretty sure I'm re inflating my belly......... DH is blissfully giddy that I CAN eat food..... I've got to be strong... Strong everywhere.......

THE BOOB PIC THAT NEVER HAPPENED! Short version - machine broke while I was there - I Left.

I'm bidding on some wrestling shoes size 13 and 1 on ebay.. wish me luck! They just don't carry those suckers ANYWHERE unless its a sporting goods store

I admit I have never balanced a check book! I do like Laura.. I get paid, I pay bills online and what I have left goes for grocery or gas....... nothing left to balance! :rolleyes2:

Checking in on you! How is your swelling?