1. People at work are always looking at me... I know it sounds paranoid, but it makes me feel uncomfortable.
2. I get tons of attention both negative and positive.
3. Im worried b/c I haven't told people about the band... and I don't want them to know but at the same time I almost feel like Im being dishonest.
4. Without the band I can't control myself around food. but with the band I find myself wanting to eat even when Im not hungry, or when I know Im at the brink of vomiting... Ill still try to eat more and then end up vomiting. Its absolute insanity.
5. I want to be at goal weight in a year...I have two more months and Im hoping I don't set myself up to fail.
6. despite what everyone tells me....I still see myself as a fat person... trying to cope with that.
7. New love interest... do I tell him that I am banded?
8. Still battling a war with food even with the band. HEAD HUNGER KILLS!
9. I get anxious going out to eat or around people with food and even having to eat in front of people...
10. Scared to gain weight back... and I am forever ffffreeeeezing!
11. LOVE SHOPPING! lol
any thoughts guys! thanks
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