Bethanyblondie

Those woman on Tough Love do not have relationships because they are damaged on the inside...not because of their looks. If you don't like who you are as a person NOW, no matter how thin you are you will not be happy or satisfied. I've realized how ready I am for the band because I've realized that I really am happy with me...with my life, with my family, with my friends...and the only thing holding me back now is my weight. Once you get to that point you'll truly be ready for this life change. Maybe you are already there...but the Tough Love comment makes me think you think it's what's on the outside that puts people in a relationship. Good luck on your journey!

Sounds like you know what the issue is here...and you need to get some professional help right away to deal with the drinking. Doctors and nutritionists say that the number one cause of failure in bariatric surgery is calorie containing beverages. You can stop your addictive behavior, but you're going to need some help outside of yourself. Good luck to you.