china

i have a goal of 7lbs for nov. i dont think im gonna make it but, im sure gonna see what i can do starting now till then. im feeling ready and motivated to try an get there. so i will be coming here for support. wish me luck and all keep up the good work.

hi tweety how are you. and welcome to the group sure you can come here for your support. i so know how you feel but, hang in there hun it will get better. and yes you can do it we will do it together the import thing is to keep try even when its hard or you mess up get back on track. now as for the tickler i think you can search it on here and it will tell you how to do it. but, i think you can click on my tickler and make your own. now if that doesnt work then search it. how that helps you :thumbup:

hang in there hun there is only up we can go. i have been reading alot of books and plan to sit down and make out a menu for the wk so we will see how it goes. and get a fill

is wish dont think anymore babies comin my way:smile: i would like one more but, if it doesnt happen then im blessed with what i already have. im so happy for you. send me baby dust.:bored: i just like to read das all.

congrads rain im so happy for you.

hi all glad to see people still posting. well as for me im up and down. lately i have been eating sweets and not really doing what im supose to but, im gonna get my get my tail back in gear and start fresh. so i will be starting back posting as that was really helping me. well hope everyone keeps up the good work.

hey everyone hows it going. im doing ok i think im having a tough time been eating sweets lately. going in to talk with the dr to see about a fill. but, i gotta get my mind right. guess im just going through a funk. i will be alright and will get back on track. and im so glad you and your son are doing alright. im so happy for you. i really have to come back and start posting as that was really helping me.

hi everyone glad to see we are still hanging in there. well things for me are so-so. but, im hanging in there. i got so busy that im not excerising these days but, working on getting back there. i still feel i should lost more but, im ok with what i have lost so far. i will do better. well hang in there and see everyone at the finish line

hi laurel sorry to hear about your son is he ok. at least the two of you got a chance to spend some time together. and doesnt the time go fast when on vacation. dont feel bad it have to but, just cant seem to find the time these days. but, i will find my way back.

hey everyone hows it going. well i went the the dr tuesday and im still the same and i didnt get a fill instead i have to go for a swallow test. however i must look so good that the nurses didnt even know who i was. i had on my heel boots and some leggings with a fitting dress shirt. i must say i did look cute that day. even the dr said so he smiled and said i looked pretty. can you believe it. it felt damn good i must say. so laurel how was your mini trip. well i hope everyone has a wonderful wkend.

hello everyone how is things going. well im so glad that your taking a trip for your self laurel as you so deserve it. well im doing ok have been spending alot of time with myself. trying to get me back in order. well in any case how was everyones halloween mine it sucked but, im glad its over. im looking forward to going to the dr's on tuesday for some reason or another.

:smile:hey laurel & rose how are ya doing these days. well me im ok just trying to find my way back on track. well i did turn my application in and im waiting for the lady to call me she said in a day or two. and to my suprise the man wants to join with me so i was ok with that. i have noticed since im not going to the gym my legs hurt some so i gotta do it. i just cant gain my weight back so i just gotta do. i feel happy about it. im gonna talk to my dr and leave it up to him whether i get a fill or not. if so it will be a small 1. but, i will keep everyone updated on how its going. love ya china:cool2:

hey ya hows it going. well laurel glad to hear your doing good and have great restriction. now about the slow weightloss maybe you are to tight or not eating enough as that is what happen to me and i just stayed the same. so check into that . an shelly im so happy to hear the good news. keep up the good work. i to plan on posting again as it was helping me out alot. im going to the ymca on monday to join there my contract ran out with my other gym and i didnt want to renew it. i think swimming will help me alot. how was everyones weekend mine was good i only had 2 canoli's over the wkend. i did by that biggest losser mag and im reading it and its helping think im just gonna take it one day at a time instead of jumping in full force with this diet stuff. so my goal for monday is to eat healthy and join the gym. and that is fine with me for now. love ya:thumbup:

hi tweety51 i come to nyc at least every 2months. i do go past rhode island some times. so have you been band yet, i love my band its hard work but, im up for it. how far are you with the testing. it took me 3month from start to the day i got it i was very determined. i think on average it takes like 6 months. your almost there it will come soon. keep me posted on how you are doing.

hi everyone hows it going. well everyone is m.i.a lately including me. well i seem to have gotten off track some how. and my weightloss has slowed down some. but, im getting it together. i go for a fill nov 4th dont know if im gonna get it or what. im trying not to depend on the fills so much.

hi all, where is everyone at

thanks everyone for the replys as this was a blow to me and had me really angry. on the show one lady was at a beach and this lady to her she was disgusting and needed to move now. i thought about that and i must say i would have whooped that ladys ass rite there. but, yesterday i went into the chinese place by my house and the lady in there has not seen me since i had surgery she goes u so skinny now i smile and say not yet she goes u was super huge before and laughed can you believe it i tried to laugh it off but, she started talking in her langueage to the other workers and one goes ya u was really fat now you look good i go that is just fucking rude u know. she goes but you pretty now i go give me my damn food i was pretty before. i have had enough of it i use to just not say any thing now i do i will speak my mind hell you try an embarrase me and you gone caugh hell. if we dont speak you its gonna keep happening. and yes i think you get it worser from family some times. i to cant wait to get to a normal weight my best friend said to me one day that she had to go on a diet i go oh yeah she asked how much i weighted and i tell her she goes damn how you let your self get that big i wanted to tell her off so bad but, i didnt to make a long story short she getten bigger by the day. now she wanna ask me for help so she can get it off i dont even bother with her. im finding myself removing people that i though was my friend and meeting alot of new ones and it feels good. i like the new me and the thing that im trying as the old me would have never did it.

yesterday i was watching the tyra banks show and she had guests on the show that blew my mind about how they felt about overweight people. one lady said they were gross and discusting and lazy. i wanted to choke this lady. then i thougt about it. i experience it every day when i walk out the door the looks. it is so wrong and i was so angry. the nice side of me wants to say im still a person reguardless of how i look on the outside. the world is a cold place and there is just way to much judgeing going on. and what gives them the right to say we are lazy. im far from it and im a damn good person and i wish others could look beyond the outside and see the angel within. but, the sassy person that i am will tell that ass off. i refuse to put up with anyone treating me this way. you can look but, you better not say any thing foul or its on. i lost that nice gene along time ago. i dont know why this upset me so i think cus i know thats what alot of people think. how childish can you be really.

yesterday i was watching the tyra banks show and she had guests on the show that blew my mind about how they felt about overweight people. one lady said they were gross and discusting and lazy. i wanted to choke this lady. then i thougt about it. i experience it every day when i walk out the door the looks. it is so wrong and i was so angry. the nice side of me wants to say im still a person reguardless of how i look on the outside. the world is a cold place and there is just way to much judgeing going on. and what gives them the right to say we are lazy. im far from it and im a damn good person and i wish others could look beyond the outside and see the angel within. but, the sassy person that i am will tell that ass off. i refuse to put up with anyone treating me this way. you can look but, you better not say any thing foul or its on. i lost that nice gene along time ago. i dont know why this upset me so i think cus i know thats what alot of people think. how childish can you be really.

hi everyone hows it going sorry i have been m.i.a there has been alot of sh!t going on but, im ok now gotta do what i gotta do. sorry cordovachick i didnt see your post but, how are you feeling these days. glad your band didnt flip. how is your eating going. laurel glad that you have good restriction that is really important. i think i need a fill some days then others days i feel so tight its not funny. i will talk to the dr when i go nov.4th. rose how are you hope all is well. well lets keep posting love ya china:biggrin:

go look on e-bay they had some scales that went up to 500lbs i think and they were alot cheaper than 80-100. i to am glad to have found others lets keep this thing going.

hello im china i use to weigh in the 4s to maybe we can chat. but there is a lady on here named big becky in texas i think she lost like 321lbs i think in like less than 2yrs i think go look under the 200+ weighloss sections if i find her address i will send it to ya

im glad to be back as i missed all of you guys. and i was a nice trip except i got sunburned really bad now im all flakey.

hi all im back and had a nice time except the part of sunburn. ya i got it bad. so im back and now i gotta bet my ass back on the right track as i eat way to much on the trip. so now i gotta get back on track. glad to see everyone is doing so well i also see we have some new people want to welcome you to the group. and welcome back rose im glad to see everyone is doing so good keep you the good work.

well everyone im off to the bahamas:thumbup: tonite