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Fear is an acronym: F.E.A.R. "FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL" Most of the time, the things we fear are merely false evidence appearing real. Our perceptions will cause us to stop dead in our tracks. We are afraid of what we believe might happen. It is when we boldly step forward IN SPITE OF OUR FEARS that we grow and expand ourselves as human beings. Once we do that, we will never return to the smaller person that we used to be, because we will be BIGGER than our fears. A fear, once conquored, is never to be feared again

Fear is an acronym: F.E.A.R. "FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL" Most of the time, the things we fear are merely false evidence appearing real. Our perceptions will cause us to stop dead in our tracks. We are afraid of what we believe might happen. It is when we boldly step forward IN SPITE OF OUR FEARS that we grow and expand ourselves as human beings. Once we do that, we will never return to the smaller person that we used to be, because we will be BIGGER than our fears. A fear, once conquored, is never to be feared again

my new black jacket that I wore to the races 6/1... (27 days ago) is now lose on me! so was my brown & white printed jacket when I wore it yesterday. My brown size 12 pants are also baggy on me now.

my new black jacket that I wore to the races 6/1... (27 days ago) is now lose on me! so was my brown & white printed jacket when I wore it yesterday. My brown size 12 pants are also baggy on me now.

The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. -Nelson Mandela- No man ever achieved worthwhile success who did not, at one time or other, find himself with at least one foot hanging well over the brink of failure. -Napoleon Hill-

The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. -Nelson Mandela- No man ever achieved worthwhile success who did not, at one time or other, find himself with at least one foot hanging well over the brink of failure. -Napoleon Hill-

CHOOSE YOUR OUTCOME "MY WILL SHALL SHAPE THE FUTURE.WHETHER I FAIL OR SUCCEED SHALL BE NO MAN'S DOING BUT MY OWN. I AM THE FORCE. I CAN CLEAR ANY OBSTACLE BEFORE ME OR I CAN BE LOST IN THE MAZE. MY CHOICE, MY RESPONSIBILITY. WIN OR LOSE, ONLY I HOLD THE KEY TO MY DESTINY" ELAINE MAXWELL

CHOOSE YOUR OUTCOME "MY WILL SHALL SHAPE THE FUTURE.WHETHER I FAIL OR SUCCEED SHALL BE NO MAN'S DOING BUT MY OWN. I AM THE FORCE. I CAN CLEAR ANY OBSTACLE BEFORE ME OR I CAN BE LOST IN THE MAZE. MY CHOICE, MY RESPONSIBILITY. WIN OR LOSE, ONLY I HOLD THE KEY TO MY DESTINY" ELAINE MAXWELL

by aug 31 06

by aug 31 06

:clap2: 6 month anniversary! 210 lbs:clap2: :clap2: 69 lbs down! my size 10 will fit by July 4th:clap2: :clap2: my old Bob's store cream colored shirt w pockets fits!:clap2: :clap2: I'm so happy I have summer clothes that fit!:clap2: my brand new teal, blue, and purple Victoria Secrets bras all fit I'm now a 36d

:clap2: 6 month anniversary! 210 lbs:clap2: :clap2: 69 lbs down! my size 10 will fit by July 4th:clap2: :clap2: my old Bob's store cream colored shirt w pockets fits!:clap2: :clap2: I'm so happy I have summer clothes that fit!:clap2: my brand new teal, blue, and purple Victoria Secrets bras all fit I'm now a 36d

my size 14 chelsea campbell houndstooth fits!

my size 14 chelsea campbell houndstooth fits!

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your own nonsense.- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your own nonsense.- Ralph Waldo Emerson

5/30 @ LISA'S FATHER'S FUNERAL "I NEED REASSURANCE OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME" 6/1 "SO BEAUTIFUL" @ RACE TRACK as we openly showed our mutual love w our eyes 6/15 FIRST I WENT & STOOD BEHIND HIM IN FULL VIEW OF THE MIRROR IN THE SECRETARIAL ROOM -WE DO LOOK GOOD TOGETHER! THEN WENT BACK TO MY RM & HE WAS TALKING TO SEAN. ME:"MY DARLING, I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART" LOOKED @ HIS LIPS THEN OUR EYES LOCKED IN A DEEP LONG LONGING STARE & I FELT THAT WAVE OF PASSION FROM HIM... HIS FACE CRUMBLED...(LIKE IT DID WHEN I TOLD HIM I CARED FOR HIM NOT HIS DUMB CO IN NOV) HIS WHOLE DEMEANOUR CHANGED & AGAIN HE IS MY LOVER TO BE! 6/25 I TOLD HIM ABOUT NANCY DILLON..."CHRIS LOVES LISA" HIS EYEBROWS SHOT UP & HE LOOKED @ ME AS IF TO SAY "ARE YOU OK W IT?" & I LOOKED GENTLY @ HIM ..."I TRUST YOU" (WILLO SAID THAT I SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM W THAT COMMENT...LIKE IT DIDNT MATTER TO ME... SHE TOLD ME I WAS HIS FOUNDATION & THAT WE HAVE THE MOST UNBELIEVEABLE NONVERBAL COMMUNICATION GOING ON) 6/26 I LOOKED @ HIM @ MTG "I WANTED YOU" HE KNEW WHAT I MEANT. 6/29 WEHN I WENT TO HOLBROOK..PATTIE LOOKED SHEEPISH...HE PROBABLY WENT & YELLED @ HER 6/30 ARLENE TOLD ME "CHRIS LOVED SUZANNE" ...TRUE TO WHAT I EXPECTED FROM HER WHEN I LOOK GOOD.

5/30 @ LISA'S FATHER'S FUNERAL "I NEED REASSURANCE OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME" 6/1 "SO BEAUTIFUL" @ RACE TRACK as we openly showed our mutual love w our eyes 6/15 FIRST I WENT & STOOD BEHIND HIM IN FULL VIEW OF THE MIRROR IN THE SECRETARIAL ROOM -WE DO LOOK GOOD TOGETHER! THEN WENT BACK TO MY RM & HE WAS TALKING TO SEAN. ME:"MY DARLING, I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART" LOOKED @ HIS LIPS THEN OUR EYES LOCKED IN A DEEP LONG LONGING STARE & I FELT THAT WAVE OF PASSION FROM HIM... HIS FACE CRUMBLED...(LIKE IT DID WHEN I TOLD HIM I CARED FOR HIM NOT HIS DUMB CO IN NOV) HIS WHOLE DEMEANOUR CHANGED & AGAIN HE IS MY LOVER TO BE! 6/25 I TOLD HIM ABOUT NANCY DILLON..."CHRIS LOVES LISA" HIS EYEBROWS SHOT UP & HE LOOKED @ ME AS IF TO SAY "ARE YOU OK W IT?" & I LOOKED GENTLY @ HIM ..."I TRUST YOU" (WILLO SAID THAT I SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM W THAT COMMENT...LIKE IT DIDNT MATTER TO ME... SHE TOLD ME I WAS HIS FOUNDATION & THAT WE HAVE THE MOST UNBELIEVEABLE NONVERBAL COMMUNICATION GOING ON) 6/26 I LOOKED @ HIM @ MTG "I WANTED YOU" HE KNEW WHAT I MEANT. 6/29 WEHN I WENT TO HOLBROOK..PATTIE LOOKED SHEEPISH...HE PROBABLY WENT & YELLED @ HER 6/30 ARLENE TOLD ME "CHRIS LOVED SUZANNE" ...TRUE TO WHAT I EXPECTED FROM HER WHEN I LOOK GOOD.

JULY 200 LBS SIZE 10 AUG 190 LBS SIZE 8 SEPT 180 LBS SIZE 6 OCT 170 LBS NOV 160 LBS DEC 150 LBS