Draven298

I have wanted Bariatric surgery for at least 21 years now.  I am finally going to get it and I am stoked and scared to death all in the same breath.  My passions in life are simple, my kids.  They are my everything.  I let things get in the way of having this surgery two years ago but I made a promise to my kids I would do it this time and so it is written in stone now.  Not much to tell about me really.  Up until 2016 I worked with kids with mental and behavioral disorders and loved what I did.  I ended up having to leave my job because I just physically couldn't do it anymore and I miss it so much,  My hopes are that once I lose this weight, I will be able to work again.  I have already been told that even with weight loss, the damage is done and I will have this pain the rest of my life but with less weight, there will be less pain so I have hopes that I will be able to do what I love again.  Since 2016, I don't do much but watch seasons past of Big Brother from other countries and play online games.  Needless to say I have put on another 100lbs since 2016.  It needs to stop.  I am looking forward to this journey and sharing it here.