Hi All,
need to vent...and i know in a few days i'll think more positively, but i went to my first seminar yesterday --and met tracey from here :-) --and everything was really good. THEN they say that Horizon BCBS requires you go to 6 months of supervised diet. I knew there was a chance of this..and i know it's a step in the right direction, but i really wanted it now! I know i'm being a baby, but i'm disappointed. I have my first consult in two weeks and i guess i'll ask them how i go about this 6 months thing..and if we start any of the testing prior to then.
I was so sad last night that i was thinking of self-pay (which i know is stupid if my insurance will cover it...but i wasn't rational at that point) and to get it done in hackensack hospital it's 25k-32k!!! It's 15k in a smaller outpatient facility.
Anyone go through the 6 month diet? Do you go to your lap doctor for that? I'm not sure if that's possible, but i'm afraid if i go to my regular doc and he doesn't write the right thing i'll get denied. ALso, do you start all that testing AFTER 6 months months or do they start some of it during the waiting period? I'm confused. The seminar was packed and I'll ask him all this as well in the consult, but i'd appreciate your experiences.
I guess what is the most annoying is i diet all the time and i didn't doctument it with a doctor. AND if i could diet and not be starving all and and end up giving up...then i i wouldn't be getting the surgery in the first place. :cursing: