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hopefully beings how people know how much i work out they will think it is my working out. That made the weight loss and im going to say i went home for a mini vacation cause i know i will have a speedy returne

Ookay well IMMMMMM BACKKK, I was supposed to have surgery on Jan 21st this year! But first i couldnt come up with the money of 725 in time, and then i was getting judged sooooooo badly!!!! From ppl at work, see im in law enforcement and every one knows how i love to work out and my knowledge of working out. But they dont know my addiction to food!!! So I thought i could do it on my own again, and of corse i was dissapointed in 3 months i got down to 216, but thats because of a colon cleanse!!!! Well I went running yesterday and my legs are hurting bad i really need to stop running until i start loseing weight!!!! So this time im deffinatly keeping it a secret now. Also i got a interveiw with the police department i want to be on and If i get this surgey ASAP i know i can drop more weight by the time they call me back if they do? So thats whats been up. Im taking donations for the initial fee for the nutritionist.. LOL

Ookay well IMMMMMM BACKKK, I was supposed to have surgery on Jan 21st this year! But first i couldnt come up with the money of 725 in time, and then i was getting judged sooooooo badly!!!! From ppl at work, see im in law enforcement and every one knows how i love to work out and my knowledge of working out. But they dont know my addiction to food!!! So I thought i could do it on my own again, and of corse i was dissapointed in 3 months i got down to 216, but thats because of a colon cleanse!!!! Well I went running yesterday and my legs are hurting bad i really need to stop running until i start loseing weight!!!! So this time im deffinatly keeping it a secret now. Also i got a interveiw with the police department i want to be on and If i get this surgey ASAP i know i can drop more weight by the time they call me back if they do? So thats whats been up. Im taking donations for the initial fee for the nutritionist.. LOL

Hey every body I started my video blog on youtube for my lap band surgery Im going to be very very detaild about everything. Add me if you would like.. heres the link.. http://www.youtube.com/user/fitflab26

Hey every body I started my video blog on youtube for my lap band surgery Im going to be very very detaild about everything. Add me if you would like.. heres the link.. http://www.youtube.com/user/fitflab26

Cocoa Butter must me Palmers for " weight loss and pregnacy" It will say that on the bottle. The Bath and Body works is the brand its in the mall and the prouduct is called Bringin up the Rear

I used palmers co co butter daily as a normal moisterizer, then when i felt like i needed extra firmness in sertain areas like lower tummy and upper arms i would put on the bath and body works in that area heavy before bed and then light in the morning and it was gone. But you can use them both daily but i recomend useing the bath and boy works to focus on the areas needing special attention. It was bath and body works Bringing Up the Rear a blue pump bottle in the section you can find the co co lotion Lay it on Thick

HEY ALL, WELL THIS IS TESTED AND APPROVED BY ME! DURRING THE WEIGHT LOSS I DID ON MY OWN I WOULD ALWAYS NOTICE MY SKIN IN MY UPPER ARMS THEY WOULD CREAS A LITTLE DUE TO BEING SAGGY SO I WENT ON A MISSON TO FIND SOME LOTIONS THAT REALLY WORK AND HERES WHAY I FOUND. WHEN I USED THIS COMBINATION I AND MY MAN WOULD NOTICE A HUGE DAY AND NIGHT DIFFRENCE IN ONE APPLICATION SO I WOULD REAPPLY WHEN EVER I WOULD LOSE MORE AND THE SAGGY WOULD COME BACK.. DAILY USE PALEMERS CO CO BUTTER FOR PREGNACY AND WEIGHT LOSS, AND THEN ON THE TOUGH SPOT US BATH AND BODY WORKS BRINGING UP THE REAR!! I SWEAR BY THIS STUFF EVEN MY BEST FRIEND IN FLORIDA HAD THE LAP BAND AND LOST ALL HER WEIGHT REALLY TO FAST THROUGH MAJOR MILITARY LIKE WORK OUTS. AND SHE ALREADY HAD PLANS FOR TUMMY TUCKS AND BREAST AUGS. SHE FINALLY TRIED AND IS NOW SATISFIED WHERE SHE ISNT UBSESSD WITH COSMETIC SURGERIES ANY MORE. OH ONE MORE THING WATER AND HYDRATION IS KEY TO OUR SKIN LET ME KNOW HOW U LIKED IT....:confused::glare::thumbup:

HEY ALL, WELL THIS IS TESTED AND APPROVED BY ME! DURRING THE WEIGHT LOSS I DID ON MY OWN I WOULD ALWAYS NOTICE MY SKIN IN MY UPPER ARMS THEY WOULD CREAS A LITTLE DUE TO BEING SAGGY SO I WENT ON A MISSON TO FIND SOME LOTIONS THAT REALLY WORK AND HERES WHAY I FOUND. WHEN I USED THIS COMBINATION I AND MY MAN WOULD NOTICE A HUGE DAY AND NIGHT DIFFRENCE IN ONE APPLICATION SO I WOULD REAPPLY WHEN EVER I WOULD LOSE MORE AND THE SAGGY WOULD COME BACK.. DAILY USE PALEMERS CO CO BUTTER FOR PREGNACY AND WEIGHT LOSS, AND THEN ON THE TOUGH SPOT US BATH AND BODY WORKS BRINGING UP THE REAR!! I SWEAR BY THIS STUFF EVEN MY BEST FRIEND IN FLORIDA HAD THE LAP BAND AND LOST ALL HER WEIGHT REALLY TO FAST THROUGH MAJOR MILITARY LIKE WORK OUTS. AND SHE ALREADY HAD PLANS FOR TUMMY TUCKS AND BREAST AUGS. SHE FINALLY TRIED AND IS NOW SATISFIED WHERE SHE ISNT UBSESSD WITH COSMETIC SURGERIES ANY MORE. OH ONE MORE THING WATER AND HYDRATION IS KEY TO OUR SKIN LET ME KNOW HOW U LIKED IT....:blushing::wink::thumbup:

very good details awsome on the band tunning. Congrads on the jeans i know how that feels for real

I herd there is lo profile ports now. Is this true? If so I hope Relize band has it thats the band brand Im getting. Any info welcomed and needed im totally worried for the port showing when i drop weight..:thumbup:

I herd there is lo profile ports now. Is this true? If so I hope Relize band has it thats the band brand Im getting. Any info welcomed and needed im totally worried for the port showing when i drop weight..:thumbup:

So i went to the mall today with my friend from work of course she is skinnier than I. Well our mission was to get a pedi done and find a nice coat for her husbands birthday tomarrow. We managed the goat at Macy's but heres the deal. She is looking for a size XL coat for her husband and gets me to wear it and modle it cause I "have broader shoulders" that kinda hurt in a embarassing way, put i played it off cooly by acting like Im on a run way doing turns and what not.. But still that stayed in my head all day, then we went to New York and Co. clothing and I saw this beautiful skirt that was black lace all over and like a champainge satin showing through. I fitted in a size 18 eww i hate that crap. I wanted to buy it but I didnt cause I know im getting this done next month! I cant wait to not be asked to wear a mans coat to resemble him again...grrrrrr but she didnt mean no hard i dont think.:thumbup::blushing::confused:

So i went to the mall today with my friend from work of course she is skinnier than I. Well our mission was to get a pedi done and find a nice coat for her husbands birthday tomarrow. We managed the goat at Macy's but heres the deal. She is looking for a size XL coat for her husband and gets me to wear it and modle it cause I "have broader shoulders" that kinda hurt in a embarassing way, put i played it off cooly by acting like Im on a run way doing turns and what not.. But still that stayed in my head all day, then we went to New York and Co. clothing and I saw this beautiful skirt that was black lace all over and like a champainge satin showing through. I fitted in a size 18 eww i hate that crap. I wanted to buy it but I didnt cause I know im getting this done next month! I cant wait to not be asked to wear a mans coat to resemble him again...grrrrrr but she didnt mean no hard i dont think.:thumbup::blushing::blushing:

wow awsome congrads!! how much is your start weight from surgery date? hows the pain ect so now?

great post cristina!!! You know i backed out of one once also but that was actually the gastric bypass and im glad i did cause then 3 years ago i didnt know about the lap band!!! I needed that im fighting my thoughts also a friend called it a Mind Fu$% you have to fight it..

lol abnormal rib cage lol funny. He would know thats not true... Im going to look in to the low profile port.. Im getting the relize band apprently.. Im coundint down the days till surgery Im excited but yet kinda nervous..you usually dont fee the port till you get at the lower end of you weight loss journey when your leaner

Okay well for those of you who been keeping tabs on me know that Im keeping this a secret one cause ppl know i work out like crazy and my sudden weight loss will not be a surprize to them the will think wow she found the missing link!! But how ever Im in a long distance military relitonship, and Im hiding it from him untill totally neccassary. Like we get married and he needs to know medically. One for the fact that when we met I was super skinny and two he is a soldier so i hear him talk of his soldiers badly for getting out of shape!!!! He never gives me any reason to feel badly about my weight at all! He always said more to love but he knows how it bugs me... Any ways So my girlfriend in florida said her and her hubby were lying on the couch cuddling and he felt a knot on her waitst and freaked out like what is that!!! He knew of the surgery but he port poked out like knot!!! So WHERE IS THE BEST LEAST NOTICABLE PLACE TO HAVE IT ?????

Okay well for those of you who been keeping tabs on me know that Im keeping this a secret one cause ppl know i work out like crazy and my sudden weight loss will not be a surprize to them the will think wow she found the missing link!! But how ever Im in a long distance military relitonship, and Im hiding it from him untill totally neccassary. Like we get married and he needs to know medically. One for the fact that when we met I was super skinny and two he is a soldier so i hear him talk of his soldiers badly for getting out of shape!!!! He never gives me any reason to feel badly about my weight at all! He always said more to love but he knows how it bugs me... Any ways So my girlfriend in florida said her and her hubby were lying on the couch cuddling and he felt a knot on her waitst and freaked out like what is that!!! He knew of the surgery but he port poked out like knot!!! So WHERE IS THE BEST LEAST NOTICABLE PLACE TO HAVE IT ?????

wow that was a good read, Im keeping it from every one at work except my cheif the supervisor and one co worker. For the fact we served in fort polk louisiana togeather and have that bond u know? Im also keeping it from my long distance boyfriend!! Im debating on where I can have the port placed now wher it isnt easily felt durring hanky panky!! Just say when you go back that you hired a personal train whome has really really watched your diet for a rapid start!! forget those ppl this is you and they will all forget when they see you shinning.. As for the man friend, I would feel very comfertable if we could schedule out date for this time era and we could conversate over the phone for a bit first??

this was a great read, i was having doubts today due to some bad dreams. But i went to the gym today and ran 3 miles at a 4.0-3.5 pace fluctuating and im so in so much pain right now i miss the days i could run 6 miles no problem i cant wait to have those days back. Now when you say you only worked out 4 days a month are u for real or was that a typo??? What did u do on those four days and what exactly is a sweet spot???

For the past 3 nights Ive been dreaming about this whole thing. Like this past time I dreamed that I was about to have it and I had to use the restroom then all of the sudden it took me forever to clean the toilet, there were tons of people crowding the waiting room. Like Im in line at a spa just making another order. So by the time im finally able to use the restroom an announcment comes over calling my name. So I say forget it i need this done, by the time i make it through the crowd Im in my room the doc has cancled me!!! Refuses to do it and reschedule.. Whats this all about? Ive been telling my self every time doubt comes across my mind that I do need this I need it really really bad, Ive bounced up and down up and down with my weight all my life I need a steady point now, I need my career now... Did any one have to keep convinving them selves to keep doing this? Or have weird dreams? I feel like I need to convince my self cause I slip back in to dream world of maybe just maybe Ill lose the weight on my own this time? I know i wont succeed on my own for sure even though i dropped 46 pounds on my own and maintained it a year now but i cant get passes this point grrrrrrrrrr

For the past 3 nights Ive been dreaming about this whole thing. Like this past time I dreamed that I was about to have it and I had to use the restroom then all of the sudden it took me forever to clean the toilet, there were tons of people crowding the waiting room. Like Im in line at a spa just making another order. So by the time im finally able to use the restroom an announcment comes over calling my name. So I say forget it i need this done, by the time i make it through the crowd Im in my room the doc has cancled me!!! Refuses to do it and reschedule.. Whats this all about? Ive been telling my self every time doubt comes across my mind that I do need this I need it really really bad, Ive bounced up and down up and down with my weight all my life I need a steady point now, I need my career now... Did any one have to keep convinving them selves to keep doing this? Or have weird dreams? I feel like I need to convince my self cause I slip back in to dream world of maybe just maybe Ill lose the weight on my own this time? I know i wont succeed on my own for sure even though i dropped 46 pounds on my own and maintained it a year now but i cant get passes this point grrrrrrrrrr

good way to put it cause being obese is a pain like no other, its horrible to be 26 and uncomfetable with my body and sexually im not pleased cause imnot comfey that way I cant wait to start video blogging this step for step in youtube. Im keeping the eye on the prize for sure i promise.....keep in touch you guys

im going to have proublems with walking in the OR i dont want that at all!!!!! Im horrified of the OR surgery... Im good with pain tough gal persay. But yours made it sound kinda scary..