Lily22

December 29th is my sleeve date.

Wish you all the best as your journey continues to move forward and please continue to update as I will be following your posts. I am having my sleeve done always putting God first at the end of December.

December 29th is my sleeve date.

Congrats you can see the difference I bet you can feel it too. Keep pushing forward now you have even more motivation to continue because you like how your feeling because you are losing.

Wow. Congratulations you are an inspiration to us all. Keep up the good work and may God continue to bless you as you move forward with your journey. I wish to have this kind of success soon. Always putting God first.

I'm excited, nervous, anxious and proud of myself. Now I finally have my date to the new me. December 17th. Now leaving everything in God's hands so there is no change to this date and for all to go well.

I'm excited, nervous, anxious and proud of myself. Now I finally have my date to the new me. December 17th. Now leaving everything in God's hands so there is no change to this date and for all to go well.

I'm excited, nervous, anxious and proud of myself. Now I finally have my date to the new me. December 17th. Now leaving everything in God's hands so there is no change to this date and for all to go well.

Thank you and timetochange1621 good luck on your journey best wishes. And Trever930 congratulations on all you have accomplished and will continue to do in your journey.

I'm excited, nervous, anxious and proud of myself. Now I finally have my date to the new me. December 17th. Now leaving everything in God's hands so there is no change to this date and for all to go well.

Congratulations. I am so happy for you that you were able to get the will power and strength to do this for you. You are an inspiration to many especially anyone who is having marital problems and is unsure that they can do this with out the support of their spouse. May God bless you always and may you continue to have more strength with everyday that passes.

Congratulations. I am so happy for you that you were able to get the will power and strength to do this for you. You are an inspiration to many especially anyone who is having marital problems and is unsure that they can do this with out the support of their spouse. May God bless you always and may you continue to have more strength with everyday that passes.

Congratulations. I am so happy for you that you were able to get the will power and strength to do this for you. You are an inspiration to many especially anyone who is having marital problems and is unsure that they can do this with out the support of their spouse. May God bless you always and may you continue to have more strength with everyday that passes.

Tuesday one year ago I met with my surgeon for the first time. What a wonderful year I have had for health and rediscovering me.
For those of you just starting out, you may feel like I did that your surgery is too far in the future and waiting all those months will be unbearable. When I first started to research WLS in September, I thought I might be able to have surgery before Christmas. Ha ha ha. Not only was it not before Christmas, but it didn't actually happen until March. And you know what? I needed every single day of that time period between September and March to prepare myself for this enormous life change.
First, I met with my clearing psychologist. And I didn't get cleared! Nope. I needed to change my habit of eating in front of the TV. Until I did that, the psychologist was not going to clear me for surgery. He told me that I needed to make lifestyle changes. When I first heard that, of course I said, sure! Everybody knows you need to make lifestyle changes! But when I went back to him the following month for clearance, and I told him I had not been exactly able to give up TV eating, he told me point blank that he didn't think I was ready for WLS. He told me that unless I actually made the lifestyle changes, I was not likely to succeed with the LapBand.
Of course, he was right. I'm glad that my little wake up call was so minor, and not a bigger deal, like if I had been denied surgery at the last minute. His denial made me face facts. How was I going to live in a new way, if I wasn't even willing to change a little bit?
After I gave up TV eating, the next hurdle was the holidays. I grieved my way through Thanksgiving. I was very sad that in my mind, it was going to be my last enjoyable holiday. I sat in the kitchen the night before Thanksgiving, after having roasted the turkey, and binged on the crispy turkey skin. It was the weirdest experience I'd had in a long time. I knew what I was doing, and simultaneously I knew it was the last time I was going to do it. I knew that Thanksgiving 2014 was going to be different. I was going to have lap band surgery and I was going to be eating like a normal person. I was working toward that goal with excitement. So why was I so sad? I was getting ready to pay somebody thousands of dollars to help me recover from binge eating. And I was grieving not being able to binge eat anymore.
Fast forward to February 2014. My personal life took a terrible plunge. My marriage, which was in bad shape before my WLS process began, took a terrible blow. Constant stress became my normal everyday life. I had one anchor in my life. My upcoming surgery.
I was banded mid March 2014. I complied with all of the doctor's orders. My surgery was a breeze, and my weight began to come off right away.
You can see by my ticker that I have had a lot of success this year. I am almost 2/3 of the way to my goal weight. I have not been the weight I am right now since my second child was born 19 years ago.
Through it all, I have received immeasurable help and support from this website. I do not have a supportive spouse. I do have two very supportive daughters. But when it comes right down to it, we must do this for ourselves. Nobody can do this for us.
And more importantly, nobody, nobody, nobody can prevent us from doing this for ourselves once we are ready to reclaim our power.
I'll save my long list of NSV's and great experiences for when I write my 100 pounds lost post soon. And it's almost here.
This post is just a reflection back to that first week when I walked into a WLS orientation meeting, followed by a meeting with my surgeon. The fearful, beaten-down person that I was one year ago no longer exists. In her place is a strong, confident woman who knows that she is worth it.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again. This is about so much more than weight.
Nothing changes until everything changes.