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Congrats and good luck! U will do great!!! Speedy recovery.

Call me the poo queen cause I have constant constipation since surgery which is a shock since I had ibs. Miralax,milk of mag, and dulcolax hasn't seemed to phase me. I take colace daily but still no real help. I've found some lower sugar prunes that don't taste hideous and I've started eating at least 2 of those a day. It's helped some.

Well today makes my 2 month mark and I have such great thoughts of hope concerning where I've came from and where I plan on going. The scales finally moved a bit to where lost 2lb more bringing my total to 35lb since surgery. My hair is starting to come out. I didn't expect it this soon but I knew it would be a possibility and I'm ok with that. I had luxurious fat nourished hair before that's gotten quiet dry since surgery. I'm happy regardless..if it gets too bad I guess it's time for extensions or a wrap of some kind. I don't regret what path I chose cause I feel so much better now that I did a few months ago. Here's hoping the best is yet to come.

Hubby leaves in the morning for a few days and my kiddo is still gone..I have a feeling I'm gonna be totally lost!! I've about decided to finally go through the closets while they are both gone and start getting rid of clothes. I'm excited for that but also a part of me still hangs on to fear..what if I don't lose enough?!? What if I gain it back and I've given my clothes away? I have the fear but I keep telling myself to not let it hamper moving forward that I have taken control and must keep control. Wonder if anyone else has been feeling this way?

I do have a birthday coming up lol....maybe should tell the hubby to buy me something new

I bought it on amazon. Love it. Sweat alot and its fun

Still wearing the same bras they just fit alot better now. Mine were spilling out and I just hated buying more and I got to wearing sports bras that were more like regular bras just had compression. I haven't bought anything new except scrubs. I can't wait til I can walk into VS and pick out something super cute.

Congrats! U look wonderful!!!

Ok I had to share this. Apparently this woman I know kind of by family association decided I needed a lecture today and it really pissed me off. She was sending me her phone number asking me to call her and lecturing me. She knows my mom and friended me on fb. Mind u I haven't update the world I had surgery. She saw a pic and I think I had posted something about being sleepy after lunch yesterday and she decided to start lecturing me on anorexia and also on how pale I am! Kept begging me to call her that she's been in the medical field for 26yr and her daughter had anorexia. I'm a nurse too I should add and have had nutrition in college as well. Needless to say after hours of her fb messaging me and me trying to be polite I had enough and told her no that I would not call her and I didn't need her advice as nothing she could say to me was worth anything that I've had surgery and I am on the special plan by my surgeon and see a nutritionist and I was not facing anorexia I was facing losing weight which is what the heck I wanted since i had surgery!!! I don't really know this woman and what a set of gonads she must have to be so presumptuous. I guess my day to day is usually so boring and I just was shocked my this small town small minded woman back home. Reminds me why I moved away for a reason. That's my 1st really weird experience post surgery.

I've been waiting for this for awhile..my leave it all behind day!

HW:230 SW:213 CW:179.6 Goal:135 Surgery date: 4/30

My friend seems stuck in the rut also about the men and all the character flaws....it hurts me to see such a wonderful person go thru that My 1st husband was basically a shit head (indeed I just went there!) but I have a wonderful amazing little boy I couldn't live without. My 2nd husband is about 85% the answer to my dreams..can't be 100% cause nobody is perfect & even he makes me wanna pinch his head off sometimes and he can be a ass too. I hope y'all find someone who truly loves u for u and u get to the spot where u truly get the confidence to demand more. U are amazing ladies and deserve no less! I accept my 85% dream man cause I believe he truly loves me and I hope y'all find that too