TracyK

BTW Judy....I see you losing that 10 pounds! WAY TO GO!!!

a flashing minister? :biggrin:

Good morning everyone- Yesterday I had a horrific eating day...I am not even gonna go there on WHAT I ate, just believe me when I say I reverted back to the old Tracy for a day. Nope a MJC was not even one of the evils. But heres to a new day of being a good girl and making better decisions.:smile: Terri-I have the same thoughts about a couple of my siblings. My mom knows how I feel as well. They have treated her like dirt in the past as well so I told her that when the day comes that she is no longer with us all heck was going to break loose and I was going to tell them how much they hurt her. I love them because they are my siblings but that is about it. I wish they were not such self centered, ugly hearted people but I pray for them and that is all I can do. How was yoru part last night? I hope you had a great time! I also hope that you and your dh are doing better. Pamela-did you have fun in the water with Klaus? :frown: I love rotties. I wish I had one!! My brother used to breed them. They are such big babies but at the same time when I am around them I feel so protected....know what I mean?! Laura-I love the entertainment center! What a bargain you got...that is great! Judy-how was the singing at the funeral? I am sure you did a fantastic job! I can not even begin to imagine how excited you and kris are about the upcoming cruise. What FUN that will be! Suzie-well for your sweepstakes winning dream to come true...you have to play. Why not, give it a shot. :mad: Are you having a deck built around your pool? Oh I wish I had a pool. Yesterday we ended up going to visit my sister and somehow I came home childless for the night. lol Never fails. Macy has fun there. There are alot of kids for her to play with there as to where over here there are not any kids her age that we know in the neighborhood. I am going to sign her up for swimming lessons at the local YMCA or maybe the college. That will give us something to do after I take her out of day care and it is just she and I for the rest of the summer. They have it on MWF for like 6 weeks I think. I gotta admit I am very scared about the changes heading my way as far as the job thing. But I just know deep in my heart that God has wonderful things planned and the job I am at is blocking my blessing...sounds funny but I believe it with my whole heart. It is just scary leaving my comfort zone and heading out into the unknown. I know alot of my eating is stress and anxiety eating. I think I may get a little bit of a fill put back in. I dunno... Wow, I wonder if this post is gonna be as big as one of KATS!! :hurray::smile2::tt2: Have a great day everyone!

I am really torn on what to do. Since my unfill I am glad that I can make better food choices. BUT...since I quit smoking I am really struggling on choosing the right things. I have gained some and want it to stop but on the other hand I do not wanna go back to oatmeal & Soup either. I had the same amount removed that you did. Most days I could eat a horse if I allowed myself to. I hate spending a hundred bucks to get such a slight fill but I hate to gain weight more... What to do, what to do...

Good morning violets~ How is everyone this morning? TracyinKS-I am so glad that everyone was OK. What a horrible tragedy it was about the scouts that didn't make it I hope Terri had alot of fun yesterday in whatever she did. Today Macy and I are going to do a little bit of everything. We have shopping and cleaning and playing to do. I wish I had a pool. OR that my family that had a pool lived cloer to me. Have a great day everyone!!

Have fun Pamela-no cigarettes!!!

I am the ONE from the quote "there's one in every crowd":crying:

hmmm, do I fess up now or later?! i accidentally sent bags instead of individual beads....i screwed it up guys...i am so sorry...

Good morning violets! TGIF! I am so glad it is Friday. We have a girl coming in on Monday to train in the office. I am going to be an observer while the girl that is taking my spot trains the new girl. So long story short is that between now and my last day at work the days are going to drag by! But, it will be ALL good! I can handle it :wink5: Tracy-hope you feel better today! Judy-hope you manage to rest today! Pamela-when is Susanne coming back? I bet you do miss her :thumbup: Kat-sounds like your mom had a great time. That is so good of you to do for her! Janie-Sorry about Dellas husband. I know what you mean about things becoming a "caring contest". But better too many people care than not enough I guess... I miss Jennifer...I texted her yesterday and told her we miss her and she said she misses us too and with work and everything its crazy:blink: Have a great day everyone....

Happy Birthday Terry !!!! Hope you have a wonderful day full of love and fun and presents and CAKE!!!!!!!

yooooohoooooooo

You know...I just found out today, right now, that just letting something go (or someone) and moving on with life without giving it another thought is a form of forgiveness. I guess I do forgive after all. I could always "forgive" the little things. Major things or a BUNCH of little things that add up over time....I just walk away from it/them and go on with life. Glad to know I was doing the healthy thing! LOL

Tracy-sorry you feel crappy but congrats on the NSV...that is way cool! When I got that e-mail I LMAO cause I can relate. I just wanna smack people that say, "hot enough for ya". UH, :biggrin: yeah...

This is how I feel, maybe Terri & Haydee feel the same way.... too cute not to share this. It is long but worth it! Dear Diary: June 10th: Just moved to Texas ! Now this is a state that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. What a place! It is beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here. June 14th: Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper. June 30th: Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here. July 10th: The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least, it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat is taking longer than I expected. July 15th: Fell asleep by the community pool. (Got 3rd degree burns over 60% of my body). Missed 3 days of work. What a dumb thing to do. I learned my lesson though. Got to respect the ol' sun in a climate like this. July 20th: I missed Lomita (my cat) sneaking into the car when I left this morning. By the time I got to the hot car at noon, Lomita had died and swollen up to the size of a shopping bag, then popped like a water balloon. The car now smells like Kibbles and $hits. I learned my lesson though. No more pets in this heat. Good ol' Mr. Sun strikes again. July 25th: The wind sucks. It feels like a giant freaking blow dryer!! And it's hot as hell. The home air-conditioner is on the fritz and the AC repairman charged $200 just to drive by and tell me he needed to order parts. July 30th: Been sleeping outside on the patio for 3 nights now. $225,000 house and I can't even go inside. Lomita is the lucky one. Why did I ever come here? Aug. 4th: It's 115 degrees. Finally got the air-conditioner fixed today. It cost $500 and gets the temperature down to 85. I hate this stupid state. Aug. 8th: If another wise a$$ cracks, 'Hot enough for you today?' I'm going to strangle him... D@mn heat. By the time I get to work, the radiator is boiling over, my clothes are soaking wet, and I smell like baked cat!! Aug. 9th: Tried to run some errands after work. Wore shorts, and when I sat on the seats in the car, I thought my a$$ was on fire. My skin melted to the seat. I lost 2 layers of flesh and all the hair on the back of my legs and a$$ . . . Now my car smells like burnt hair, fried a$$, and baked cat. Aug 10th: The weather report might as well be a d@mn recording. Hot and sunny...Hot and sunny...Hot and sunny...It's been too hot to do $hit for 2 d@mn months and the weatherman says it might really warm up next week. Doesn't it ever rain in this d@mn state? Water rationing will be next, so my $1700 worth of cactus will just dry up and blow over. Even the cactus can't live in this d@mn heat. Aug.14th: Welcome to HELL! Temperature got to 115 today. Cactus are dead. Forgot to crack the window and blew the d@mn windshield out of the car. The installer came to fix it and guess what he asked me??? 'Hot enough for you today?' My sister had to spend $1,500 to bail me out of jail. Freaking Texas ...What kind of a sick demented idiot would want to live here?? Will write later to let you know how the trial goes...

Terri-SO, how does it feel being one day closer to half a century old? :lol:LOL (said with much love & respect:tongue2::biggrin:) I can't say much cause I am not THAT far behind ya! Wow, seeing you describer what you are doing on your vacation is right up my alley! Haydee-hook me up with some astros tkts! I wish it could be for one of the yankees games they are playing this weekend, but that is a pipedream! lol That game has been sold out for like...ever. How are you today? When did you say your dad go for his TT? I'll bet he is nervous! I just finished my lean cuisine lunch. It was really good. I HAVE to be good eating at work cause I threw out all the junk. Now I am starting to have the nervous "i don't have any junk around me" jitters... :teeth_smile:

Tracy-was the click you hanging up or did you say yes or no? lol

Good morning violets-sobriety day #4 is here. Haven't been eating junk but I still just feel like a cow. Maybe it is TOM doing it to me...who knows....I will just keep on keepin' on. Terri-that is MRS Dawg to you...lol you crack me up. Judy-I would have a tough time singing at a funeral. I applaud you for being able to hold your composure to do it! I would butcher the song while I sobbed....whether I knew the person or not. Pammie-your summer is almost here...I can feel your excitement all the way over here!! Michelle-congrats on your 3 days of sobriety! TracyinKS-how are things going with you? Laura-I was gonna watch that show and forgot about it...has it been good? Ocean water is yummy...I agree :teeth_smile: Jane, Haydee, Jennifer, Suzie, Kat....hiya there ladies!! (hope I did not forget anyone) Have a great dy everyone!!!

hmmmm.....its quiet!

Tracy-:tongue2: LOL Do you think that a MJC would be OK as a meal replacement? Just wondering:teeth_smile:

A little girl in macys class has lice AGAIN... this is like the 4th time in 2 months which leads me to believe she is not getting rid of them at all. YIKES....

Good morning everyone! ((((hugs for kat))))) I would have to throw myself on the mercy of the court and say I am sorry but what can I do now? I would not be able to just stew in it. Best of luck to you. I did pretty good on CTCD yesterday (considering TOM). ho hum...(that is my mood today) have a good day everyone. I will check in later...

Where is Judy? JUDY........

Nice try Kat...lol I was wondering who would figure out what MJC meant! Laura-love the pics! I would love to go to NY! Pamela-I scored 7. Should have been 8 but second guessed myself and changed one of them. Hi everyone...just sitting here watching spongebob with macy...have a great evening.