I am 2weeks postop, n so far I confess the following:
1) I confess 3days post surgery, I started exercising running and running a lot to the point that I want to go to the gym everyday because I am afraid the sleeve won't work for me.
2) I confess I had fries and rice two separate occasions but never swallow them. I chew them just for the taste and I spit it out. Is disgusting to say but it satisfies my head hunger n honestly it's mind fulfilling.
3) I confess I lost 31lbs since my surgery on January 30th but I fear I will be a failure or that somehow this surgery won't work for me.
4) I confess I always weight myself after a shower and I get easily discouraged when I see a digit going up instead of dropping.
5) I confess my greatest fear is being 5months post op and not being below 230lbs which is my goal.