TinyMamiOf3kids

May 30 , 2012

Notice the BIG difference......

Sounds like something my husband would say ugh!

Excellent job!

Yes I know a therapist & that's the therapist that see my hubby & daughter for family counseling. My insurance pays for it even though I'm not part of the issue. They go to therapy by court order. He is accuse of child abuse & we have an order of protection for 6 months if he breaks the rules he may do time in jail. After they are done which is like February 2013 I should attend counseling for my self. I don't need marriage counseling I need to work on my self & see why I continue to stay in this marriage.

Looking great! Oh yesss you have great legs!

Lately my husband been drinking heavily. It's no longer a weekend thing it's more like almost daily. We live in a 2 floor apartment(I call it house) top apt bottom basement. He either drinks solo with his brother or his adult son. Now that I cover that area the issues I'm having... He comes at anytime after drinking 1am-3am from the basement drunk fighting arguing with me & throwing things. He talks about me not feeding my kids. I feed them every single day. He mentions how I don't clean the house. Ok I'm not the best housewife & he has been a witness to the kids making a mess after I been cleaning all day. I try the best I can to keep it nice. He has a new thing now. You think your all that cuz you lost weight you only care about your diet your body only you. We need to higher someone to clean this house(that was today) I said I'm not getting someone to do anything I do my self. He said you there saving for your surgeries. I said yes I'm not paying for someone to clean with my own money. This makes me think really hard about my life & I know I said this before or mention that I have bills & in this world you are screw if you don't have good credit score. So it's looking like I won't grow old with my husband. The good news is he already have paid for a lot of the bills(paid off) so there is still bills but much less. He bought me a new car & that has a monthly payment for about 4 years & that's our last bill. I guess I should be gone when I turn 38. I know I don't want to stick around for more verbal abuse. I'm venting here & I know some may say f the bills just leave but my credit score is important to me. I can make it on my own my kids will be still under 10 except my now 15 year old she would be 19. Wish things were different only a miracle can happen from now to four years. Gives me plenty of time to save money after I get my surgeries cuz there is no way in the world I'm getting surgery after 40. I want everything done before I age. That's my personal opinion I want to have everything done before 40. Life sucks!

Hello & welcome to the group

Me neither good thing my hubby has his own gym:) I thought I was the only one who thought like you.

Good luck

The first 40 pounds I lost I was getting compliments. Now almost 85 pounds men aren't looking at me. Maybe they think I'm too skinny or anorexia looking. Idk but as long as my hubby is checking me out that's all I care about lmbo

Welcome to the group

It could be I haven't vomit in a while & yesterday hours after eating I was vomiting but I feel I over ate just by like 3 bites. I missed the full feeling since I was enjoying my meal.

Sip all day as much as you can

No totally normal

You look super great. To be honest with you it's like looking at a completely different person. You know believe it or not some ppl look ok heavy but not too heavy but you look like you we're meant to be slim. You have this perfect face no wrinkles beautiful hair. You have it going on & you are doing amazing. Now that I'm so called slim I'm getting different opinions like I should had stood fat or I look better fat but when I was fat I was unhappy & people were telling me if I lose weight I would look better but now it's like omg! Your too skinny. It's like whatever! Leave me alone. Lmbo

You look really great!

Wishi would had thought of that. Lolz

It gets better take your meds as directed.

It does get better

Feel better

Awww man I don't know anyone but here there are a few near or close to 400. Even if I was no where near 400 pounds I can tell you that I was 211 pounds & I never imagine ever thought I would be a size 2 from a size 18. Now I weight 124 pounds. I'm going to be 7 months post up tomorrow. I feel great & so will you no matter what weight & size we start. Nothing is impossible.

I agree it's more mental then physical.