why oh why
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Why am I struggling so much to lose weight? This is crazy!! I am not really sure what to do or say. I feel like people are looking at me going I knew she couldn't keep it off, or something like that. I haven't been to church all year because I am afraid of what people will say. Isn't that a strange statement to make about church!! I really need to get my shit together. I think I have so many things out of place, that everything suffers.
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Well had a okay day today. I ate too many kissables. Ate the whole bag. If it wasn't for that I wouldn't do so bad. I guess it all boils down to the sweet/sugar thing. I think somehow if I could get that under control I would be fine. I wish there was a band for the mind games. I found the wii fit, still need to get the console. Going to bed early tonight, busy day tomorrow. Was good with water, but that is never a problem. Don't know why I even mention it. It is like saying I didn't drink any soda today, and everyone knows I don't like soda. Ordered some books on weight loss, I thought that the band was the answer. But like Haydee said today we all know the band is just a small part, we have to do the work also. That really is something to stick with. It is little things like that that make a difference and make me go hmmmm.
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Slow day at work today. I think I have some reflux issues. I hope this goes away. I can't imagine having to see the Dr. before my next appointment. I feel a little better today, but still am amazed at how rude he was.
I ordered 1/2 salad and 1/2 sand. for lunch, ate the salad for lunch and saved the sandwich for dinner. Ate with some baked lays.
Tried to take a nap today when I got home but wasn't successful. I sure hope this reflux doesn't get worse.
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Well I am sitting here at the computer kind of nervous, don't know why. I do have a lot to do in a short time, but that will be good in a way because it will keep my mind occupied. But I am still worried. Need to write thank you notes, should be doing that, really should be sleeping, need to do that!! Maybe I will write three thank you notes and then go to bed.
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Well kind of a frustrating week. It all revolves around the money. It really is something else. I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to about this. Not only am I scared of the surgery, but of the money out lay and it seems this week I have been eating out of control. I say that is okay since I am starting on the strict 2 week diet Monday. But I really feel uncomfortable. This should be a good lesson to learn.
I am worried that my doctor is thinking I am a pest and is driving her crazy. I hope she doesn't feel that way. It just adds to my anxiety.... Well tomorrow is another day and then on Monday I start my liquid/1400 calorie a day.
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this is my first day of coming here to this site. I have looked around a bit at othe peoples posts. It seems really interesting. I also went into the chat room and talked to two people. One who had the surgery 2 weeks ago, and one that had it a year ago. they were both very positive about the surgery. That makes me feel better. I think that it would be nice if I can read some more success stories then I am not going to be so nervous./. Too bad they don't have a site for henia surgery!!
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