3-30-07

Well kind of a frustrating week. It all revolves around the money. It really is something else. I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to about this. Not only am I scared of the surgery, but of the money out lay and it seems this week I have been eating out of control. I say that is okay since I am starting on the strict 2 week diet Monday. But I really feel uncomfortable. This should be a good lesson to learn.

I am worried that my doctor is thinking I am a pest and is driving her crazy. I hope she doesn't feel that way. It just adds to my anxiety.... Well tomorrow is another day and then on Monday I start my liquid/1400 calorie a day.