daily mutterings

I have made it through some of the rough and toxic things in my life this week. I ended my job working reservations for my neighborhood. That was huge for me. I always saw this as my way of not making a hole for myself in my house and not going out or meeting people. I had quit the social committee and board of directors earlier in the year. All that is left is the website and that is easy.

I went to another meeting for WLS surgery. I still feel this is the best thing for me. I was worried, but know I have to for my life. My surgery is in 7 days and I am very blessed to have this chance in life.

So I feel I am as ready for this change as I can make. I am back at the YMCA, have done 2 workouts, took today off since I have a huge blister. Will buy new shoes tomorrow so this won't keep happening.