Getting a little depressed.

I think I might have food hung again. This will be the second time. I thought I was being careful. But I can't get anything to go down but liquids. I am going in Monday to get checked. So I am clear liquids till then. I am so mad at myself. This means my Dr. will probably take some of the fluid out to get it to go down. It is like starting all over again. This makes me so mad and depressed.