5 days till Surgery!

Well here I am! I am 5 days away from surgery. I decided this would be the best place to write about my journey thru this! I am so nervous and seem to be questioning my decision to have this surgery. I know it is just my nerves and that all of the benifits of having the surgery out weigh the risks of doing it! My bp is so high right now and I am following in the some footsteps as my grandmother. She had high bp and had a stroke at 32. Then she had her first heart attack at 40. I hope to change my life and I hope to be around for my children and grandchildren and hopefully great grandchildren! Wow that would be great! Wish me luck on my journey!:confused: