almost ready!

I am almost ready to start the liquid diet, starting it on Friday. I am excited to start, but at the same time I am a bit apprehensive. I'm afraid of failing - cheating - gaining weight - etc. I want to do so well on this, I want to acheive my goals, I want to lose weight! But I'm afraid it wont work for me, that I'll somehow manage to figure out a way to cheat the band and I dont want to do that! I can feel myself slowly getting more and more nervous about the entire procedure. I hope that this goes away and that I'll get more confidence soon. I really should attend a support group meeting, maybe that would help.

Thats all for now.....