Just can't wait to know...

I'm a self admitted computer clueless wonder here so I'm not even sure if anyone will read this (or care if they do)! I'm in the process of the pre-submission medical apts and just can't wait to find out if health ins will approve my lap band surgery! I've never seen so many drs in my entire life as I have in the last month. I'm 5'6" weighing 250 lbs and can't wait to return to the 'real' me I've lost since marriage and having my daughter! What the heck will it feel like to have my outter self match what I feel like inside when a mirror / camera isn't present? :confused_smile: