Procedure day set!!

This is becoming more and more real. I'm so excited but on the same token a little apprehensive, this is a huge change. I started the pre-op diet, and other than being really sleepy, but I work nights, have three kids, and taking some classes so no sleep and a reduced calorie diet has made me killer tired.

I have everything done now, just sitting on a countdown... March 17th is the big day!!!

I suppose I would feel better about this if i had some sort of support at home, my marriage is in shambles and has been for a while, I'm not sure why we're still together but my desire to have this surgury made for an interesting set of issues. My spouse is dead set against the procedure. He isn't leary or unsure.. he flat out disagrees. Which is transfering to the older kids.

Im sure it will get better, and it stems from him not wanting me to be thin again.. but I need to do this for me.. for my kids.