8.03.07: and her mistake was...

Dear Plumpy Pad,

So I had some idle time tonight, and I allowed that idle time to lead me into an area I should not have strayed into. No, I did not blow my calorie count... but I think I made the next 93 days extra hellish!!

You see, I was thinking about places like McDonald's and Wendy's. Even Olive Garden and Outback... I allowed myself to come online and look up the nutritional values on several of my favorite meals at each place. This is a horrible idea, and thank God I can swear to myself that I won't go near an actual restaurant, because I know even if I told myself I would allot 420 of the day's calories to an order of fries, that would only "wet my whistle." I would recreate the food binging monster that is me, and God knows I can't do that!!

Blah. Idle time is the hardest to try to fill without food. I have always filled the bored voids in my life with empty calories, what will I do now?

I guess I'll catch up on my soaps... Hey, it's better than calling Papa Johns!!