trying to hold on

today is the seventh day of no solid food and im trying my hardest to not turn in a real bitch but its not working every thing hurts to sit ,to stand, to go to the bathroom ,to raise my hands, to walk, to laugh, then on top of all that i can't eat or have sex cuz these stupid staples r killing me by drying out and connectioning to my skin. i want to know if i can hold on before i lose it right now all i hear is going , going, going , i need some kind of support for some one that has been there and knows what im going threw im tring to keep in mind that im going to be something sexy in a couple of months but that knowlegde is starting to wear thin in my mind my husband and children r starting to hate me cuz im so snappy and everything.

please lord help me right know write in my book is helping but man do i want to scream loud but guess what it's going to hurt.

kaybug