UGH I FEEL LIKE I CAN NOT WAIT ANYMORE

Surgery date is 05/12/2016. Its all I think about. Even started dreaming about it! I know I am so close but it feels so far. I have been thinking about getting the sleeve done for 4 yrs now. I am really kicking myself for not doing it sooner. I keep telling myself maybe I wasn't ready 4 yrs ago. Since I got my surgery date my mind is changed. I am more positive and I completely listen to my Dr. I have not smoked since 02/12/2016 and I took away my social drinking. My diet starts 04/25/2016, I am hoping I stay with a positive mind and don't get annoyed because it not happening tomorrow. This website has help me a lot and I love love hearing people stories. Please HELP ME STAY POSITIVE! )))