3 month weigh in (A little late because Doctor canceled visit)

This week is my 3 month visit and I am terrified he is going to tell me I am a failure and he can't help me any longer. (I think I have been watching my 600 pound weight lost show too much) anyway, I haven't lost all that much since my surgery and I wonder if its me or my sleeve. I'm nervous and I gained a pound since yesterday and can't really figure out why.... I wish I could talk to someone about how to control what the mind wants over what the stomach can have. I do not want to stretch my sleeve out and I do not want to gain the weight back....this is a scary journey for me and I pray it will be successful. I'm afraid also because I do my weigh in's naked and they will not let me strip down to nothing when I get to the office. I already plan to weight the lightest clothes I can find in my closet. I will be removing my shoes as well..lol

my current weight is 188.8. I was 218 day of surgery so my total weight loss in 3 months is only 29.2. Does that make me a failure? I sure feel like I am. Alot of people lose so much more in this time frame. But not me. One good thing is I didn't lose any hair. so that's great. oh well I shouldn't panic too much and just see what he has to say on friday. fingers and toes crossed me doesn't yell at me and tell me he is done with me.