Beginning to end

:phanvan Well today I will begin whatis expected to be the longest journey of my life. I am anticipating the next meeting with the dr. because that will mean that I will be 1 step closer to gettng my surgery. I think knowing that I am a canodate for this surgery has given me the green light to go ahead abd eat like a fool. I have only seen the dr. once and he has tlod me that I havw a BMI of 46. meaning Grossly morbid obese. Hell I did not need a dr to tell me that I was that. Anyway, I go to see the nutrionalist and MAN I c an not wait. This waiting is really geeting to me. :faint: Well I