1st February

Where has the month gone, i'm glad it has gone because it brings me nearer to finding out when my sleeve will be.

It is 2 years now since i begun the process and i am so ready to get this done and to move into my new sleeved life.

The latest update is i am still waiting, for yet more blood tests to come back to finaly know what is wrong with my blood. I have another appointment of the 18 th feb to see the heamatologist again, when hopefully the blood tests will be back and i should be given a certificate stating what is wrong with my blood in case i want to have more procedures in the future.

I was glad that even though i have lupus it is not full blown, i presume i will have to keep having blood tests to monitor the lupus.

I have my mom in hospital yet again, and she has decided she wants to go into a nursing home as it is too much for her to live at home anymore, only time will tel if she actually does go into a nursing home, we got Robins mom a place in a brilliant home last year then the day before she was due to move in she changed her mind.

I am hoping i can have my sleeve in march and no later, but until i am actually being wheeled into the operating room for the op it wont seem real.

I am trusting in the Lord and not leaning on my own understanding and know He will direct my way.

Counting down the days again, xx