Weight loss and holiday!

This afternoon I weigh 174.

We are checked in online and will now pack.Flying out tonight.

This holiday I will try my best to not let emotional issues with family get to me.I do not want to gain weight and I am going to try my hardest to be controlled in my eating.The skin on my arms really but me and I have become super self concious about this.Its summer and a sea holiday with family that I havent seen for a long time.They are all thin and have always been very critical of each other and of me.I will not let this upset me and will be kind and gentle (I do believe in miracles..lol) and will get myself a rash vest and broad shorts and pretend Im a surfer with my little kid...hehehehe!

My dr's goal is only 9 pounds away and I am super excited about this.

Never been to goal since the age of 23 and that is way too long ago to even remember!