6 weeks today since my blood test, struggled to keep eating healthy this week, my birthday was my undoing, i had some chocolate mints after my meal and it gave the taste back for chocolate.

I really need to take control again, i have been down about the wait for my blood results this week and once i ate the foods i had cut out, the more i wanted them.

I have felt really unwell after eating too much high fat high sugar foods, i am actually wanting to eat better and feel better again.

Nothing tastes as good as loosing weight feels, i love the feeling that comes when i can feel the weight coming off, and i am eating right, and feel down when i am not loosing weight and eating right, perhaps i have learned more about my eating habits than i thought i had.

My aim is to loose weight ready for my op and to continue to eat right and follow the rules so that i can loose weight and keep it off for life.

The more i wait, the more i realise how important this is too me, and want it even more than ever.

Really hoping this week will be the week that i get the results and know what treatment i will need, and most of all to get my new date for my sleeve.

Really should go to bed and get some sleep, i will share my news as soon as i know anything, meanwhile, keep up the good work sleevers and sleevers to be, xx