Pictures Tomorrow

today I will take some pictures for the first time post op.Its been 5 and a half months now that I've still been avoiding the pics.

My kid took some the morning of surgery (and some the morning after).

I might even post them if I can see a difference.Being very body dismorphic doesnt make life easy.I have to see myself with my mind and not really my eyes as my eyes still see me almost exactly the same,but with a lot more wrinkles and drooping skin.My head tells me 88 pounds is a significant weight loss.

S,lets see how brave I can be!