Mr Telephone Man......something Wrong With My Line?
By HeavenSent
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It's been a week today and my phone hasn't rung (well with the Approval from my Insurance). My anticipation is through the roof. I can't help but daydream of the outcome of beginning a new life. It's taken me awhile to get here, but I don't want to stop. I've gotten to the point were I feel as if I'm losing me along the way. I don't feel as if I'm very attractive lately. At one point, you could not say I was beautiful and I wouldn't agree. But with weight, comes the burdens of not finding cute and attractive clothing. Wearing knits so they can stretch...or most importantly....not being able to play with your son with out being out of breathe. My my my..... I can only imagine the fun we could have. Mommy swimming with him without feeling are the looking at this BIG lady in a swim suit or being able to go down the slide with him. I know it may seem like I'm beating up on my self but certainly someone feels my pain. I guess to a point, I've been holding these emotions..........mmmmmmm Lastly, I want him to put his arms around me...fully around me and hold me (the man I've been waiting for). Mr. Telephone please ring......
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