Newbie Here Getting Sleeved In Mexico Feb 4Th!

Hi Everyone~ I am a newbie to this site. To tell a little (or a lot) about my self. I'm 33 years old, I have a BMI of about 41. I'm getting sleeved in Mexico by Dr. Kelly (Feb. 4th). I'm getting excited as it's getting closer. I talked to my "sleeve sister" today, she sounded like a sweetheart. She made me feel more comfortable about my decision to get this done. I've struggled with my weight for as long as I can remember. I wasn't always "fat", but very aware that I couldnt eat like everyone else. I've always been aware with my dads struggle with his weight and I don't want to be like that. I haven't told anyone except my husband that i'm getting this done. I just feel like if I tell people they'll think i'm taking the easy way out. And I think for most if not all of us getting this done, that's not true.